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Departing…

Published September 17, 2008 in Nikki. 33 views 0 Comments

I have to announce that i will be leaving my blog for sometime….i wont be coming back might be i will buy a domain and start over but sometimes things get so much tangled up that u feel better to leave then to fight, i too am fighting for quite sometime now with my patience, people just get stuck to ur veins like leeches sucking over ur blood, ur drenched in rage drop by drop but u cant somehow do anything about it. Have been mentally upset for a while that ended up me not having interest in writing anything, and yeah Ammar thats the reason u couldnt find that spark in it, i was upset with myself and im upset with everything around me now. My fellow bloggers m sorry for leaving this and my friends in between but I somehow have to give time to myself and regain for a while. I will be back and will be better than before but till then i will be in full commenting state over friends blogs

Will miss u all and my space
Take care all…..

Note for Anonymous: Please dont waste ur comments over it as u know that too, it will end up being rejected…

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Ramzan Mubarik

Published September 1, 2008 in Nikki. 32 views 0 Comments

The Holy Month of ramzan has just started meaning the doors of Heaven are opened, countless blessings will be showered upon everyone in this Month. Ask for forgiveness as much as we can, as this month is filled with forgiveness, the Holy Creator forgives his creature whenever he asks for, grants him all what he asks for.

May we all have a chance to worship througout this Month and gain as much forgiveness for our deeds as we can.

Ramzan Kareem

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A Thousand Splendid Suns

Published September 1, 2008 in Nikki. 20 views 0 Comments

Just finished a book yesterday and after completing the whole story a thought just struck my mind that how conscious we are of our coming few moments that we completely forget the concept of Fate. The concept that, we will eventually reach that place for which we have been destined. Indeed we cant forget the hardwork we do along which sometimes is intended for somethingelse but end up in arriving somewherelse.

The thing that where do we really begin our lives from, the early struggling years on the path of Knowledge, some benefiting from it and some not even getting a chance to attain it. A beautiful story woven by Khalid Hosseini “A Thousand Splendid Suns” has been a remarkable read for me. Though im not sure of it is a True Story or just a plot. A story that makes me ask for forgiveness for why i curse my land that much as still my land is saved from all the terrible suffering that a war struck country bears.

I pray for my country to flourish each coming year, to be saved from all the blood sucking leeches and remain upon us forever like a Motherly Shelter.

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100 for ME!

Published August 29, 2008 in Nikki. 31 views 0 Comments

Congrats to me first for finally having my 100th post, though i thought that i will reach this level sometime sooner but guess i got lazier in between and my posts arrived like “once in a blue moon” *winks*. So here im finally writing my 100th post with almost around 7500 readers bt still 3 months more for my blog baby’s birthday n Gosh im soooo luring on this number 100 :P.

When i started off i didnt even know that i would come somewhere near this place, i was as afraid as i think any amateur would be thinking “Man how much would people laugh at my insecure talks, kiddish questions” and all. But guess after two or three experiences i kinda did gain grip on my writing. I took out my frustrations, shared my thoughts and sometimes my fears, and not to mention met some really great people who sometimes shared or sometimes defied my thoughts but that too in a good way.I learned so much out of reading others blog, not only from my native writers but from writers across continents and learnt how they reacted towards different situations.And in this year i have opted myself a bigger task, which will need my patience and continuous attention and i hope that it will be soon done but i know not anytime sooner but it will indeed take alot of my time and ofcourse will need prayers of all my sincere friends.

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Life like a Pencil

Published August 25, 2008 in Nikki. 30 views 0 Comments

Read this beautiful script written by Paulo Coelho describing Life as a Pencil and i couldnt resist it from sharing. It started of with a Grandmother writing a letter to someone and her Grandson asked her if she was writing something about their life like a story about him. Taking her attention off the letter she told him that she was indeed writing about him, but words didnt matter that much what mattered the most is the pencil with which she’s writing and she hopes that he will be like this pencil when he grows up. The boy being amused looks at the pencil and finds it as ordinary as any other pencil. But the lady told him that its the way how u look at things and her pencil has 5 qualities that if u hang onto will make him a person who is always comfortable with anything in this world.

First Quality: you are capable of great things, but you must never forget that there is a hand guiding your steps. We call that hand God, and he always guides us according to His will.

Second Quality: now and then, i have to stop writing and use a sharpener. That makes the pencil suffer a little, but afterwards, he’s much sharper. So you, too, must learn to bear certain pains and sorrows, because they will make you a better person in the end.

Third Quality:the pencil allows us to use an eraser to rub out any mistakes. This means that correcting something we did is not necessarily a bad thing, it helps us to keep on the road of justice.

Fourth Quality: what really matters in a pencil is not its wooden exterior, but the graphite inside. So always pay attention to what is happening inside of you.

Finally it’s Fifth Quality: it always leaves a mark. In just the same way, you should know that everything you do in life will leave a mark so try to be conscious of that in your every action.

This is how it was all described and i totally agree with it, how i feel excited and miserable both at the same time. Agitated we never care what we are saying or doing. What doesnt happen according to our will we make a fuss out of it not knowing that might it be not the bestest thing for us, and that the One above has kept the Best for us that is yet to come. Like the sharpener we dont ever want to see any hardships, we always want to have a smooth and subtle life never even trying to beat the suffering. We never look back and analyse our mistakes, how often do we really go up and say that we were sorry for what we have said and done, nobody looses anything from just being and saying sorry, not even admitting our mistakes infront of our Creator. Just like of what the pencil is made of, what really matters is the inside. Same goes with us, it doesnt really matter how dignified we look on the outside if there runs a massive storm on the inside. And to end up the five qualities whatever we are doing or have done leaves a mark on this world,and nonetheless leaves a mark on our deed-book. This scripture has stirred me from the inside and i hope i can make myself like the Pencil who bears so much but gives so much in return.

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Now or When?

Published August 20, 2008 in Nikki. 25 views 0 Comments

18th August, our President Musharraf retired and became a common man, known as General Retired Pervaiz Musharraf. A journey from General Pervaiz Musharraf to General(Rtd.) former President Pervaiz Musharraf crossed over 9 whole years. Journey on a narrow wide highway.

Neither m i sad nor overjoyed, rather there is a high-end increase in my state of confusion as in what is there now left for others to be happy upon? I mean hell yeah we were the ones who once elected him as the President by referendum, later the Parliament itself elected him as the President, and now we are the one’s who r dancing on the roads, distributing sweets and are showing heartiest (bla bla) And what if they say that he was elected then, by the party who are now tasting the flavour of defeat, but whom to believe? those who were kicked out of the Nation then, for the great things they had done at their time.

Politics is indeed a monopoly, everyone manipulates to be the right one, nobody is fair in this game of Politics this is what i have learnt by far from my experience, and as what Shehzad Roy said in his song “Naik tu woh hai jisko moka nahe mila” he’s right those who are still clean are waiting for the right time to have their bite from this piece of Land. Nobody’s perfect, the good things that have been done upfront surely has something beneath that comes forth from time to time. But we still are blindfolded and certainly dont want to see anything at all, just want to lay our heads on the shoulders of the Government and blame up for anything that doesnt suits us. Its not all about the Government its about us who have to CHOOSE the RIGHT thing for ourself. Speak people!Speak for the Right, not wait for the Wrong and then React after the time has gone.

As they say: “Abhe nahe tu Kabhe nahe(Its Now or Never)”

PS: certainly have to wait and see what turns next on the road of Pakistan’s politics.

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Ye Watan Hamara hai…

Published August 14, 2008 in Nikki. 22 views 0 Comments

Jashan-e-YoumeAzadi Mubarik!!

It has been a hard 61st year, i really pray that all of what our people have gone through bores fruit for us. We get peace and satisfaction in what we have and we stop craving for that which is of least utilization for us. We should be making a New Years Resolution now as in what better can we do for this land of pure, our life is not always meant for our desires and lusts, we have some responsiblities towards our nation that we do have to sort out and work for.

Prayers and Best Wishes for all Pakistanis’

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29th July!

Published August 7, 2008 in Nikki. 36 views 0 Comments

This situation was supposed to be posted a week n so before but due to the natural disasters striking karachi from time to time in small amounts(as yes having a dead phone line just of a slight rain is regarded as a natural disaster here in karachi) I wasnt able to use net OFCOURSE!!. So the story goes something like this:

” It started raining late night on the 28th around midnight, and our Pyaray KESC walay so LOVE their job of cutting others people’s light short and we Masoom bachay had to bear a hefty 20 hour loadshedding IMAGINE, but hum bhe karachi kay hain yaar itni jalde kahan dartay hain yaar :P. Meanwhile the machar tribe kept on enjoying their MONSOONAL FEAST and i had inches of swollen flesh on my arms and feet but still our spirits were high and there wasnt any chance of losing HOPE that soon!!

We had our plans and waisay bhe yeh choti moti barish say kaun darta tha, we went off on seperate routes, had some shopping n stuff to do and by the time we were leaving(which was quite late) I had a strong 6rh sense kinda feeling that there is going to be rain and we’ll surely face some drama,m and as according to my expectations the rain monster arrived just mins later we reached our shopping destination, still mashAllah the shopkeeper who had our stuff made us sit there for another 15 mins saying “Baji bus 2min, woh bacha bus abhi chabi(keys) lay kr gaya hai abhe araha hai bus ap baithain fikar ke baat nahe hai” and to no surprise he didnt appear for another 10mins and with our mutual decision we got the rest of our stuff and went on for a lonnnnng journey!!!

Ab tk tu sarkoun pr darya ban chuky thy and the kids were njoying swimming…

Mission Impossible: Save your self from falling flat on the road, or getting ur self wet, save ur mob from getting wet which is ofcourse burried somewhere in the purse that too is wet, and ofcourse the stuff u have just bought(jiski chandni bhe abhe tk nahe dekhi)

Thats an impossible thing but hum janbaaz jawaan kafi kuch bachany mai kamyaab hogaye thy:P. Next thing was to cross the road and try n find a ride back home and with the dripping specs u cant even see the person standing next to u(wish having specs with wipers wasnt considered a joke tu kuch asani hoti), standing trying to find something wiuth quarter legs in dirty muddy water ewwwwwwwwww dont even ask :S but akhri kaar aik Rickshaw walay ko taras agaya(bt Allah knows what was instored for us coz of him!!), magar banday char(4) and goli sirf aik(1) Sarkar, Na Insaafi Sarkar..Na-Insaafi :P!!!

Ab rickshaw walay ke demand suno, just 3 streets to cross and baji 100rs lunga, and i was like Gosh is he driving a HUMMER!! Ab mera dialogue suno: Oye baraish horahe hai yahan koe saware nahe hai tu tum zayada pasisay mang kr hamara na-jaiz faida utha rahay ho!! and is shandaar dialogue delivery ky baad everobody went silent bt bechara driver explained “Baki dekho na agay ‘teraafic’ kitni hai hum 100 rupee na mangay tu kia kray ‘Meengae’(inflation) bhe tu dekho kitni haina Baji” and alas! he won the bet…..

Mission Impossible 2: Try n stuff 4 average sized women in a normal rickshaw(not tht easy seater CNG one)

After loads of embarrasing tries we finally Accomplished the Mission. And hamaray adventurous safar ka aghaz hua…trying to hide faces out of embarrassment and saving from not falling off the rickshaw with every bump that we crossed we reached our 20mins destinations in 50-55mins, stretched and squeezed ourselves while getting of the rickshaw praying that please nobody saw us like dis and for once i loved loadshedding as coz of the black out we were saved…I took out the 100rs note from the purse as settled i handed it over to him and here he comes bursting out” OO baji nahe 100rs kyun dy rahay ho humnay 150rs manga tha” and i was like WHAT!!when did that happen?? Then began a 5min argument on how he is wrong and we are right but mashAllah he has passed his Bachelor’s Degree in being a Lawyer(jhooti daleelain daitay haina yaar

)

“4 kaan(ear)behray hoskty hain but aik zaban jhooti nahe hoskti” (this was my argument)and the only voice that i could hear from that side was “Nahe baji nahe, Nahe baji nahe, Nahe baji nahe” ufffffffff i still get sooo irritated whenever i hear these words together :S. Again eventually losing my stamina and wishing if i could just spank him once i handed him 200rs and asked my sister to get the 50rs change . Woh tu raat gae baat gae but exact that day past midnight it just popped into my mind that my pyari sis might have forgotten to collect the change and nobody can imagine how much raged filled my bnody at the moment not over my sister but over that bloody driver who was so true for saying 150rs baji not 100rs but want honest enough to call back and say baji apkay 50rs….us waqt logun ka Allah aur Rasool kahan hota hai jab manat lotanay ke bari ho….thats the thing that still irritates me till date, and m sure that the extra 100rs wasnt any good for him either kyunkay Jhoot ka hasil kiya jhoot mai he nikal jata hai”

Moral of the story: “Khaya peeya kuch nahe aur glass toora bara ana”

PS: i know its an old story but i had to post it for sure

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Pride of the Past!

Published July 21, 2008 in Nikki. 30 views 0 Comments

How graceful and elegant it might seem, a pugilist soldier standing with his chest high and receiving the badge of honour from the builder of the Nation, the Leader. The blood rush, the spirit, the courage of a soldier that brings him to this Point!

Had a little time at the museum (shame that I had never been there ever in my life) and I must say I so want to be born in the old age, where there was less hypocrisy, fewer tensions, more love and more truth. What is left here in this world! Inventions!! Most of them having added side effects than effectiveness. What is exactly the use of this Nuclear power, kill more and save Less? For which half of the world has gone Ga-Ga all over.

Media, that has gone so paranoid, for which everything goes like a drama, be it a 80 year old man getting married to a 70 year old woman or be it a cat having a 2 faced kitten its drama all the way. Yes we need NEWS, we want to know the truth, we want to see the reality, but what media is showing right now is not reality it’s a puppet show handled by bigger and more powerful people on the back, who can do anything just for the smell of money, hypocrites sparing their so called valuable times on baseless talk-shows, discussing stuff that really has no meaning for them, just trying to shut others mouth. I don’t need any fast track invention, or any hi-fi news channel I just want to live my life the Old-Fashioned way!!!

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Tears`.`

Published July 13, 2008 in Nikki. 37 views 0 Comments

Can anyone hear me crying?Does dripping tears from the inside regarded as crying? But i guess not, coz in todays world seeing is believing, who cares what is going on inside, whats cracking and breaking on the inside dosent seem to make any sound outside neither does it have any effect or importance. Who cares for it at ALL!!
M myself alone to know that m shattered, m dying, bleeding hard from the inside but what seems outside is just me sitting and writing into my journal, this is what i seem to the outerworld where drops of water are regarded as tears!!

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Aur

Published July 5, 2008 in Nikki. 54 views 0 Comments

Aur Karachi mai * DIYE * jaltay rahay…..

My Blog is becoming more of pictures than of Content. I have to start thinking of something now!! Lols its been ages i havent got depressed ( n yeah that was indeed a LIE n a bit FAT one ^_^ )

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LaZy L0vEr ;)

Published July 1, 2008 in Nikki. 33 views 0 Comments

Meet my lazy Lover

Naaah he doesnt love me at all the only thing he L.O.V.E.S is S.L.E.E.P.I.N.G !!! and i have to adore his unique sense of sleeping poor baby cant think of sleeping alone

But my First in For most LOVE was my Mr:White

[Late]

PS: Im being so Lazy myself that i aint visiting anyone’s blog :s sounds really bad bt inshAllah ill try my level best to be as regular as i can

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Who Missed Me?

Published June 15, 2008 in Nikki. 30 views 0 Comments

So who was eventually going to miss me?? Good News u shouldnt be now and bad news for me ofcourse is that my dream come true trip has been cancelled

Gosh anything can be worser than this.

Reasons:

1) The company eventually thought not to waste money on the families coz basically the training is for the Employees not the families.

2)My Dad who thought that i should better off take my foot to Pakistan rather than waste my trip in Sweden, u can go there next time( if there is any)

3)My Hard Luck!!

The reasons have been mentioned and im kinda disappointed ( and hurt and angry) kheir who cares for that. Ill b off to Pakistan by next week or so and i really dont wanna go there.

Reasons:

1) The political scenes get me into depression, i feel helpess.

2)Loadshedding( i have to live in khi )

3)Couldnt figure that out yet :-S

So anybody who missed me i wanna say heyyyyyyyyy IM BACCCCCCCK!! and yet m not that happy to be. Will be posting new stuff sooner now inshAllah

Have fun till then

Ma’Salama

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Flying Away!!

Published June 2, 2008 in Nikki. 28 views 0 Comments

Hey guys firstly m relly kinda ashamed of not being able to answer u all, n neither being able to stay in touch and visit and appreciate ur blog and the reason is u know well. The situation was i kinda ruined my fracture and the thing got a bit worse coz of my fault ofcourse :S and i got even more sicker!! But alhumduliAllah im weeeee tiny bit better now, better enough to access internet

but again a sad news for my friends ( a good one for me though

) is that ill b going to Sweden now instead of coming to Pakistan, reason coz my Dad’s company had to forcefully plan his training this year rather than next year, so might be after 1.5 months of training Dad finally agrees to come to Pakistan but u never know Dads’ are Dads’

So ill be travelling with a stoney ceramic covered leg and thinking if people could stop looking at me :S but in vain as People love others misery

I wont be able to stay in contact again as im going there first in my life and aint sure of internet and all that jazz out there but if i came to know about it ill b here soon enough!

Love u guys all especially Ammar and An Illusion(sorry i dont know ur real name) for being such generous of asking about me regularly and please forgive me guys for being so mean not being able to reply u guys in time

Thanks to Asma,MB n Lubna SawJ and any if i missed someone out sorry again for their comments and ill miss u all alot…

See u all guys soon. Wish me Luck!

Byess

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Different Tagging :P

Published May 13, 2008 in Nikki. 59 views 0 Comments

Its feeling for days as if my brain was functioning somewhere near my ankle, the ankle is malfunctional and now my brain has stopped responding :S m feeling like a dumbo with a clown hat at the back bench unable to answer any question properly, feeling like my thought process has been affected, proved i guess that some people do have their brains at their ankles. Its been ages i havent blogged about anything

and im feeling sad about that :s m i ??:P none the less here is some stuff i could think of till now, its sort of like a tag stuff but nobody is taking anyones names, who so ever visits the blog is free to either blog about it or forget it

bt if he/she does blog about it then do leave a comment as i would love to visit

the stuff goes something like:

Your three wildest wishes(at someone else’s expense)what would that be?

for me it would be like

a)Bunjee Jumping

b)Paragliding

c)Scuba Diving

The next one would be;

The three things(gadgets) u would love to have if ur left at a desserted island?

a)ipod(any ver.)

b)a laptop(with connectivity ofcourse)

c)and a microwave to cook things up

Start bloggin

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You Have Been Tagged ( Along with me ;)

Published May 8, 2008 in Nikki. 36 views 0 Comments

I was tagged by Ammar. My job this time is to answer the questions present at his blog in my own ishtyle ;). So for my pleasure i Tag; Naveed, Fawad, Ahmed, SAW J, Asma

1. Last movie you saw in a theater?
Never been to any,lols didnt even get a chance to get even 3 feet near one :-s. Most of the movies are downloaded and enjoyed at home with myself in the bed

2. What book are you reading?
Not indulged in one now, but the most recent that i had read was Qatra Qatra Qoulzoum by Wasif Ali Wasif.

3. Favorite board game?
Monopoly all time rocking game, would love to play Mecca and Madina though

4. Favorite magazine?
Young Times *wink* *wink* i was a regular winner at most of the competitions lols won loads of cassettes and CD’s then grew up and lost the taste of reading magazines

5. Favorite smells?
The smell of fried onion and garlic.

6. Favorite sounds?
The sound of the trembling sea or more precisely the sound of water striking at the stones, it makes me feel complete, im a water lover

7. Worst feeling in the world?
When someone cannot accept anyone else’s argument just because they have the wrong feeling of always being right.

8. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up?
Did i really sleep or was it just a snap and i have woke up

9. Favorite fast food place?
Opera..

10. Future child’s name?
Eshaan and Eshaal ;-), have thought em for long( abhe krwa do shaadi :P)

11. Finish this statement. “If I had lot of money I’d….?
I’d go on a world trip

12. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
Naaah they dont have any space left

13. Storms - cool or scary?
Cool totally wanna witnes a hurricane though (i know its a wildest wish).

14. Favorite drink?
Water.

15. Finish this statement, “If I had the time I would….”?
Explore the depths of the sea.

16. Do you eat the stems on broccoli?
Least intereted :-s

17. If you could dye your hair any color, what would be your choice?
That would be Burgundy if i ever did…

18. Name all the different cities/towns you’ve lived in?
Qatar and karachi…

19. Favorite sports to watch?
Figure Skating

20. One nice thing about the person who sent this to you?
Seems like an Egg Hard from the outside and seems to be softer from the inside

21. What’s under your bed?
Filled suitcases :-p

22. Would you like to be born as yourself again?
Love too :-).

23. Morning person, or night owl?
Half from both, love the late night shows and sometimes the early morning breeze

24. Over easy, or sunny side up?
Over easy

25. Favorite place to relax?
Seaside

26. Favorite pie
Apple Pie

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You Have Been tageed( Along with me ;) )

Published May 8, 2008 in Nikki. 32 views 0 Comments

I was tagged by Ammar. My job this time is to answer the questions present at his blog in my own ishtyle ;). So for my pleasure i Tag; Naveed, Fawad, Ahmed, SAW J, Asma

1. Last movie you saw in a theater?
Never been to any,lols didnt even get a chance to get even 3 feet near one :-s. Most of the movies are downloaded and enjoyed at home with myself in the bed

2. What book are you reading?
Not indulged in one now, but the most recent that i had read was Qatra Qatra Qoulzoum by Wasif Ali Wasif.

3. Favorite board game?
Monopoly all time rocking game, would love to play Mecca and Madina though

4. Favorite magazine?
Young Times *wink* *wink* i was a regular winner at most of the competitions lols won loads of cassettes and CD’s then grew up and lost the taste of reading magazines

5. Favorite smells?
The smell of fried onion and garlic.

6. Favorite sounds?
The sound of the trembling sea or more precisely the sound of water striking at the stones, it makes me feel complete, im a water lover

7. Worst feeling in the world?
When someone cannot accept anyone else’s argument just because they have the wrong feeling of always being right.

8. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up?
Did i really sleep or was it just a snap and i have woke up

9. Favorite fast food place?
Opera..

10. Future child’s name?
Eshaan and Eshaal ;-), have thought em for long( abhe krwa do shaadi :P)

11. Finish this statement. “If I had lot of money I’d….?
I’d go on a world trip

12. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
Naaah they dont have any space left

13. Storms - cool or scary?
Cool totally wanna witnes a hurricane though (i know its a wildest wish).

14. Favorite drink?
Water.

15. Finish this statement, “If I had the time I would….”?
Explore the depths of the sea.

16. Do you eat the stems on broccoli?
Least intereted :-s

17. If you could dye your hair any color, what would be your choice?
That would be Burgundy if i ever did…

18. Name all the different cities/towns you’ve lived in?
Qatar and karachi…

19. Favorite sports to watch?
Figure Skating

20. One nice thing about the person who sent this to you?
Seems like an Egg Hard from the outside and seems to be softer from the inside

21. What’s under your bed?
Filled suitcases :-p

22. Would you like to be born as yourself again?
Love too :-).

23. Morning person, or night owl?
Half from both, love the late night shows and sometimes the early morning breeze

24. Over easy, or sunny side up?
Over easy

25. Favorite place to relax?
Seaside

26. Favorite pie
Apple Pie

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Allah’s Beauty

Published May 7, 2008 in Nikki. 38 views 0 Comments

Just wanted to share the beauty of this creature though it isnt alive and was found dead(might be because of hard heat as there wasnt any sign of any injury) but the beauty remains the same. MashAllah the beauty of Allah is reflected in this tiny creature and the balance in everthing is maintained

Picture Courtesy SufiNed

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Memories

Published May 5, 2008 in Nikki. 49 views 0 Comments

Memories
Gotta admit memories have a strong hold in a persons life,being both
good n bad,sweet n sour these r the moments that keep u in an
isolation for the time they r running in ur mind. Everyone has them,
nobody on this Universe can deny this fact.
I have my own set of memories one of which is that I’m going through,
as this moment is going to be a part of that too and the category for
it would be Happiness and Life would be the sub category =]
Having fun that’s it
See you laters !!!!

Sent from my iPod

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Dil-o-Demagh

Published May 3, 2008 in Nikki. 39 views 0 Comments

Yeh Dil-o-Demagh kia hain? Jism mai kaam krnay walay mehaz do purzay, inki apni koe ehmiyat ya infiradiyat hai? Kia dil ka kaam sirf dharakna aur demagh ka sochna hai? Tu aksar awqat kyun yeh aik dosray ke zimmaydari sambhal laity hain, insaan dil say sochna lagta hai aur demagh ky chalay baghair uska guzara nahe hota. Yeh Dil-o-Demagh mai khamosh jang kabsay jari hai? kay jo Demagh sochta hai woh Dil ke samjh sy bahir hai aur jo Dil ke baat hai woh Demagh ke bisat pr pura nahe utarte.

Kyun in do hissun say any wali awazain yun mehsoos hoti hain ke shayad yeh hum nahe koe aur bol raha hai, Demagh ke suno tu yun lagta hai ke shayd koe patthar dil insaan ho jissay dunya ke siwaye aur kuch na malum ho, Dil ke suno tu yun mehsoos hota hai ke jaisy sadyun sy soya hua insaan yak dum jag gaya ho, ussay jaisy kissi nay sakht takleef kay alam mai jagaya ho. Kaun hain yeh do? aur kia yeh hamara hissa nahe hain? Har mushkil, museebat, kashmakash aur faislay kay waqt kyun inki yeh khamosh jang ubhar kr bhair ajate hai pehlay say bhe kaheen zyada takatwar andaz mai. Bazahir tu insaan bahir say pur-sukoon aur pur-aetimad dekhae daita hai magar yeah jang ander say na janay kia kia tabah kr jate hai. Apnay he jism kay hissun ke yeh jang bhari nuksan kay ilawa kuch nahe dayte, Dil sy liya gaya ghalat faisla sari zindagi demagh mai bhayanak yaadoun ke shakal mai zakheera chor jata hai, aur demagh sy kiya gaya ghalat faisla dil ke dharkanun ko bekar krdaita hai, har guzarta lamha totay dil ky baes jism ko maflooj krta jata hai.

Kyun yeh dunya kay loug Demagh sy faisla krnay walun ko zaheen, akalmand aur aksar awqat bayhis aur Dil ke sunnay walun ko hassas, fankar aur aksar awqat bewakoof kehty hain? Yeh sab kehnay walay khud kin maddun ka saath daity hain Dil ka ya Demagh ka?Insaan kia aik he baar he soch lay ke ussay kiska sath dena hai Dil ka ya Demagh ka, magr yeh faisla bhe asaan nahe kyunky phrsay wohi jang aur wohi silsilay jag jayengay. Insaan tu mar jayega magr kia woh akhri waqt tak inhi ke jang kay nataij bhugatta rahay ga.
Wasif Ali Wasif kehty hain ke:

Aj ka insaan sukoon ke khatir Assmanun kay darwazay kholnay chala gaya hai, laikin uss say dil ka darwaza nahe kholta

Shayd in Dil-o-Demagh ko kholnay wali ya chalany wali jabi aik he ho, magr humnay apni asaish samjhtay hoye inhain khud do hissoun mai bant rakha hai. Kia bura hai ke hum in donun ke mushtarka takat say he apnay kaam ko bajaye museebat bnanay kay asan krain.

Kia Mushkil hai!

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You alone exist, I do not, O Beloved!

Published April 28, 2008 in Nikki. 84 views 0 Comments

The day this Song was released i found myself being in love with it. Not coz of the music bt I love Baba Bulley Shahs Kalam. Though its hard to understand but knowing punjabi I got a few parts of it. I got my hand over the Right lyrics and they r like this:

Bulley no smjhawan aayan behna te bharjaiaan,
Munlay bullehya sada kehna chad de palla raiyaan
Aaale nabi(saw) Aulade Ali(rha) noo too kyoun leeka laayaan
Jehra sano Syed saday doozakh milan sazayaan

Raaeen Saaeen subhni Thaeee Rab diyan be parwa yan
Sohiyaan pare hataian te kojiah lay Gul layaan
Jay tu Loray Baagh baharan Chakar ho ja raai yan
Bulley shah di zaat ke puchni ? Shaakar ho Raziaaan

(To admonish Bullah came his sisters and sisters-in-law,
Why have you brought disgrace to the Prophet and to the progeny of Ali?
Listen to our advice, 0 Bullah, and leave the hem of the Arain’s skirt.
Let anyone, who calls me a Sayyiad, be punished with tortures of hell,
And let him revel in the pleasures of heaven, who labels me an Arain.
If you seek the pleasures of the spring season, become a slave of the Arain. )

I also got the somewhat valid Translation of it on that site where the writer said that

For a distinguished scholar, who belonged to the line of Prophet Mohammed(SAW), to accept an ordinary vegetable grower as his Master was a very extraordinary event in the social conditions of Bulleh Shah’s times. It was like an explosion which shook the prevailing social structure. Bullah had to suffer the taunts and ridicule not only of men of his religion, clan and caste, but also of all members of his family. Bullah preached fearlessly that the guidance of a Master was indispensable for spiritual realization, and the caste of the Master did not at all matter in this pursuit. Even if he belonged to the lowest caste, his help would still remain indispensable. Thus, he proclaimed at the top of his voice that pride in being a Sayyiad would land one in hell, and the one who held the skirt of a Master like Inayat Shah would enjoy the pleasures of heaven.

My reason for posting this wasnt only to share this great stuff with my friends here but a sadness attached to it as well. M happy that Shoaib Mansoor took the initiative of releasing the film worldwide but he should have tken care of all the things related to it as well. The following thing hit me hard the moment i saw and heard it:

Is this the right way? I mean ok the song has been remixed fine with it, bt the dancing ladies over such pure kalaam, my mind certainly didnt accept that. Revealing that later this kalaam would be playing at the clubs and night bars (as it’s shown in the video as well) and drunkards would be busy flapping their feet over it having no idea what they r listening to, my mind couldnt accept that either. Im sad and disgraced Shoaib Mansoor could have kept a look over it didnt he know what his film and the nature of the song was all about. It wasn’t a love story neither a comedy drama, it was something different and film that was portraying an altogether different point of view. I know I cant just blame on anyone but there would be someone who could be asked for this.

Im Sad!.

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Questions

Published April 20, 2008 in Nikki. 38 views 0 Comments

Whats the difference between a Longing and a Desire?

Hasrat aur Khuwahish mai farq kia hai?

Comments for the Post are needed.

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CAT!

Published April 18, 2008 in Nikki. 91 views 0 Comments

Curiosity Killed the Cat

But can anyone tell me, What is the Cat actually or usually curious about?

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Teens Sensitivity

Published April 15, 2008 in Nikki. 34 views 0 Comments

Are these Teens really that sensitive? Were we that sensitive when we WERE one

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Caring and Sharing

Published April 13, 2008 in Nikki. 39 views 0 Comments

I just wanted to share these two songs (or dont know what i shld call them) with u, which have always helped me alot whenever i have found myself strangled in some strange chains of distress, anger, hate, jealousy or simple madness. Like me everyone else does feel such things either today or a week later. Can’t say why do we get stuck in such things day after the other. I find ourselves young and rich with different thoughts but why do we get into all this? I dont assume the yester generation had the same feelings when they were of our age, or is it just US who find themelves being stuck in so many identities, who dont really know what to follow,what to assume and whom to rely upon.

I have used the help of these two and of many others ofcourse but they have a special aura about itself, that has really made me feel different at times. I care for my friends here a blogsphere thats why had a thought to share it with u

Call to Prayer with Orchestra
L’ Ange Aveugle

They would be different but they are worth it

PS: These are heavy files, and sorry cldnt upload em on a streaming player i dunno why bt i didnt have the right feeling for that.

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FREE !

Published April 12, 2008 in Nikki. 81 views 0 Comments

OKie guys so here im, with a small thing to share with u. Have got my own personalised Wallpaper

not done by me bt ofcourse by my friend Ned. Its been uploaded at imageshack and can be easily downloaded by clicking on the thumbshot. Its of quite a huge resolution but i really dont think of that as it can be easily adjusted anytime

Hope enjoy it

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Weird Fatwah

Published April 12, 2008 in Nikki. 39 views 0 Comments

Im just stunned after i read this news fwded by one of my friends and i was like What!! have they really lost it. Have they taken Religion as a joke that they can get up anytime interpretate any Hadees in any other way they want that basically suits them and come up with a weird fatwah.

The Molwi Sahab in news has allowed Alcohol for Muslims though in a small quantity to be legal in Islam. He himself has said that though many Muslims still beleive to take Alchohol in any quantity to be Haram. SO what did he meant to say was all who did so were idiots till now, and he comes in the scene interpretates it by his own liking and woallah here we have a new rule. If it would have been in this way then there were many other Muallims who were more qualified and more equipped i may use then him who may have made this rule if incase they found it true.

Alot of people are offended by this act, as already Alcohol has been made easily available in any country on the map including Muslim countries, but now coz of this act those who stayed away from it coz of the religious bounds will get involved in it with the fact that I can have some Alcohol untill and unless m conscious of my surroundings.

What on Earth has happened to this era’s Mullahs, we are the ones who keep looking at them for advise not for destruction, sorry to say but i feel like calling them the Disco Mullahs, who see Islam in a sort of distracted way, and ones are the Osama Mullahs who find Suicide bombing the key to Jannah, i dont even regard them as Muslims cos killing an innocent soul who has done no harm to u is Haram and most of all Jahalat ( sadly most of em are found in our own Country ).

Im really dissapointed by this Mullah he has no right to play with the religion. For a detailed news click on the post Title.

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Helpless [BSB]

Published April 10, 2008 in Nikki. 82 views 0 Comments

She keeps her secrets
In her eyes
She wraps the truth
Inside her lies
Just when I can’t say
What she’s done to me
She comes to me
And leads me back to paradise

She’s so hard to hold
But I can’t let go

[Chorus]
I’m a house of cards
In a hurricane
A reckless ride
In the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain
Is all I wanna feel
She tears away just like a child
She drives me crazy
Drives me wild
But I’m helpless when she smiles

She smiles
Maybe I’d fight if I could
It hurts so bad
But feels so good
She opens up just like
A rose to me
When she’s close to me
Anything she’d ask me toI would
It’s out of control
But I can’t let go

When she looks at me
I get so weak

Its a truth that these guys have come along way now, and their music has certainly matured, i have been Backstreet Boys fan since 8th grade and i dunno how can i describe how Big fan Im. The song above is the one i love from their latest album, it was hard to pick but i love this one the most . The video is a bit dull but it goes well with the mood of the song.

Thought to share it with u all

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Big Kitty Love

Published April 10, 2008 in Nikki. 95 views 0 Comments

Was having a random search at youtube and found these two extreme cased animal videos, Though i have this obsession with cats(irrespective of the sizes ;)) but the videos have confused me alot either to adopt a cub or not ehem Im just so much of an animal freak i can pet any animal, but it shouldnt be a filthy one but anyone adopting should take care that:

Pet but not that much, that u eventually end up irritating the beast.
Always keep a backdoor
Not a backdoor than u must have a shotgun or something
And yeah always always have balance otherwise what goes next is showed in the video below :S

PS: hope this post isn’t read by some animal activist or else ill be sued for the tips ;), and yeah NEVER let ur kid out to Pet the Neighbours LION ROFL!

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Tea & Break Anyone!

Published April 7, 2008 in Nikki. 43 views 0 Comments

Ever wondered when you are stuck in some boring Office work, College Assignment, Project with haunting deadlines or University Midterm What is one thing that you want the most?
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Men & Women El-Difrenco’

Published April 6, 2008 in Nikki. 40 views 0 Comments

MONEY
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn’t need because it’s on sale.

BATHROOM
A man has five items in his bathroom: a toothbrush,shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from a hotel.
The average number of items in the typical woman’sbathroom is 481. A man would not be able to identify most of these items.

ARGUMENTS
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

NAMES
If Laurie, Linda, Elizabeth and Barbara go out for lunch,they will call each other Laurie, Linda, Elizabeth and Barbara.
If Mark, Chris, Eric and Tom go out, they will very likely affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla, Peanut-Head and Scrappy

EATING OUT
When the bill arrives, Mark, Chris, Eric and Tom are more likely to each throw in a $20, even though it’s only for $32.50.None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want the change back.
When the women get their bill, out come the pocket calculators.

CATS
Women love cats.
Men say they love cats, but when women aren’t looking,men kick cats.

FUTURE
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife

SUCCESS
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

MARRIAGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn’t.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won’t change and she does.

DRESSING UP
A woman will dress up to go 4 shopping, to water theplants, empty the garbage, answer the phone, read a book, and read the mail.
A man will dress up for weddings and funerals.

NATURAL
Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed.
Women some how deteriorated during the night.

OFFSPRING
Ah, children. A woman knows all about her children. She knows about dentist appointments and romances, best friends, favoritefoods,secret fears and hopes and dreams.
A man is vaguely aware of some short people living in the house.

FINAL THOUGHT
Any married man should forget his mistakes. There’s no use in two people remembering the same thing.

PS: Such hypocrisy
Source and author unknown!

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Self Love

Published April 1, 2008 in Nikki. 40 views 0 Comments

Some People soo Love Themselves, This one is specially for the Self Lovers(either good or bad WATEVER! )

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31st March 2008

Published April 1, 2008 in Nikki. 46 views 0 Comments

Another day, and i just cant managae myself to come up here and write something! Why, i can’t give it a specific reason, some of them are, that i’m sick of TV means related to all the jazz on TV all the time, The PMship, the Ministries, the Wukla(Lawyers), m just sick, a new day a new story, somebody is on a Country Strike, black flags, headbands,wristbands, Man comeone pleaseeeeeee for the sake of humaity on Earth can anyone, anyone tell them that ur SICK, and U aint gonna get anything out of it, so just get the s**** out and sit for a while. For heaven sakes when will anyone on the piece of this Land stop blaming Others for any fault, a new Governement and still the same old policy, ‘Abhe shair aya he nahe aur saray janwar jungle say ghayab”(The lion hasn’t arrived yet and the jungle is empty). My point is that the new Government has not even settled for more than a week or what and the National Treasue is empty, oooh comeone where on Earth has all those billions n trillions aid gone, lols guess what Mr.Mushi has eaten it all up. Aaa man m just sake of this blaming o rama :S weird name i know, just discovered it now ;). The bored till death politcial talks running all over the channels irrespective of it being hindi,bengali, arabic or any other. Yaar is it a rule that all this is gonna happen when im planing to have my tasty meal at night, ab either do i cut my meal off or shld i bang the TV, as the uncles are not in my control, i virtually cant grab them from their ties and fitted suits and stick their mouth with a tape.

Second, m sick of the Musik channels, i mean its not their problem its just mine, i dunno these days i aint in a mood to bear Pakistani songs, i mean they r good bt yaaaaaaar 15 times a day the same song, oooh comeon Lord have MERCY! i wish i had 9 lives so that out of these 15 times i could have taken a sip of poison, died and had come back again. The sleek chick Nadia Arab :s i mean yaaar, then there is this Aisha Akram or Ikram i really couldnt get whats with the song and whats with the video, and then the Gangster Lads, cant remember their names but the song, with the black kurtas and bhai loug…forget it…!!

What next, yeah the University area, dude why isnt anybody willing to have a CLASS!! people are working on a Project for the past one month and woallah its a Master Piece, an interface with no database connectivity, good use of a .Net project haan …and here we go to help the Single guy in need( by single i dont mean THAT single, i meant he was doing the project solemnly) so yeah, and here u go to help him out and see such a nice picture, the guy is done with the interfaces with no idea what to do next and how to connect the damn thing, and see he’s at a great job, earning and studying hah, what a bizzare scenario. Luckilyyyyyy and i mean a real Luck, you r in the middle of telling him the darn basics and he gets a call and guess what, the Fat hens are in the Game with the Cock. aaaaaaaaaaah i so hate em’ and m Lucky and indeed i am. I was such an idiot to help those bloody $%#$&*%#@ OKIE bp down now, so anyone wondering why im hiped up so the reason is, i dont get the policy of Working and Studying (unless ur really needy and u need money to pay ur fees) , working and showing off that ur working and studying OOh comeon man get a Life, if ur working thats good get some experience but why the hell arent u paying attention to What u really are studying for, as by the end of the term u were working to gain experience for what u weren’t stydying ( confusing, hmm i know tht too ), so watever then as for me tu the farmer left out before the Hens entered the farm. Lucky me i must say, orelse i would have been wounded by the stingy stinky beaks.

This day was a very special day for one of my friends, it was the special Birthday-Day

and im glad the person enjoyed it alot

, see a cloud does has a silver linning

Lengthy post i know that too, but Heck its my place and i was frustrated, i can get a space here right and yeah good things bout blogging is u point at someone without them being noticing that u were pointing at them

NoN-Sense i know

Doodle-doooos

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Chikened Out!

Published March 29, 2008 in Nikki. 55 views 0 Comments

M here to mark the day, not exactly the day as i should have marked it at night to win it all off ;). It has been now Makred On Cyberspace that at exactly 3:04am 28th of March 2008 somebody Chickened out from the discussion and was not willing to raise the White Flag.

So this was the Official Seal that has marked the day. It’s just those times when ur in bed, trying to sleep, Mom is already in the 4th gear of her Dream Cart, n even the sound of a pin fall will make her hit me :P, as she has sensitive ears :/. So some chicken starts a debate in the middle of the night, just to ruin the nights sleep even more :S, we discuss it, n discusss it n discuss it, beat the hell out trying not to make a single move while we’re laughing with the one hand on the stomach and one on the mouth, silent laugh u know… as the discussion takes a crucial turn and the Chicken is getting out of points slowly and gradually and when ur at the verge of winning the Chicken declares Timeout, takes a turn and pretends to fall asleep as if there wasnt any discussion at all :/

Hence Proved that Chicken was out of Points and to win the Blind Race it Chickened Out.

I soo love u Chicken

( rather i’d love to have u as a Twister meal

)

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Chickened Out!

Published March 28, 2008 in Nikki. 43 views 0 Comments

M here to mark the day, not exactly the day as i should have marked it at night to win it all off ;). It has been now Makred On Cyberspace that at exactly 3:04am 28th of March 2008 somebody Chickened out from the discussion and was not willing to raise the White Flag.

So this was the Official Seal that has marked the day. It’s just those times when ur in bed, trying to sleep, Mom is already in the 4th gear of her Dream Cart, n even the sound of a pin fall will make her hit me :P, as she has sensitive ears :/. So some chicken starts a debate in the middle of the night, just to ruin the nights sleep even more :S, we discuss it, n discusss it n discuss it, beat the hell out trying not to make a single move while we’re laughing with the one hand on the stomach and one on the mouth, silent laugh u know… as the discussion takes a crucial turn and the Chicken is getting out of points slowly and gradually and when ur at the verge of winning the Chicken declares Timeout, takes a turn and pretends to fall asleep as if there wasnt any discussion at all :/

Hence Proved that Chicken was out of Points and to win the Blind Race it Chickened Out.

I soo love u Chicken

( rather i’d love to have u as a Twister meal

)

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Security WHAT!!

Published March 25, 2008 in Nikki. 47 views 0 Comments

What kind of geeks are living out there, i too have tried plenty of tips, tricks or codes u can say to find out the hidden truths on online social networks, n to my disappointment none of them worked

and look at them they flauntly get a code and woallah here u go u have got Paris Hilton’s personal photos on Facebook….waaah yaar

Neways this post was just to share a news and we dont have to worry as these geeks wont peep into Paki’s that m sure of as they are well gripped in their own profiles

To check the News, click on the Title of the Post…

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Im Charlie Brown

Published March 23, 2008 in Nikki. 124 views 0 Comments

A recent fwded mailing Test has revealed to me Which Cartoon Charcter m I, and to my surprise apart from a list of characters whom I knew and admired i became the one whom I didnt even know, instead i Knew his Dog :S lame isnt it Well m the proud Owner of the Famous Comic Dog Snoopy ( see i can create some twist in the tale to make myself important )

The test also gave me a detailed note about what i can do and what m bad at. It goes something like :

You are Charlie Brown: You are tender, you fall in love quickly but you are also very serious about all relationships. You are a family person. You call your Mom every Sunday. You have many friends and may occasionally forget a few Birthdays. Don’t let your passion confuse you with reality.

SO to describe the result to u guys, then the first sentecne is true till the comma ofcourse not ahead :P, for the next part then im a one time lover and i dont have to fall again yeah if it means with the same person ;)n indeed m serious about my life but dont really know where to start :D. Dumb part, m living with my Mom so i dun really have to call her every Sunday as here the holidays r on Friday’s ;), about friends dont have much of them bt yeah i do forget stuff occassionally and those occasions are more often

but that doesnt include Birthdays :). And about the ending note tu i aint passionate about anything till now

Guess thats a wrap. Hope u njoyed knowing this Superstar

Have fun, run along now, will give u an autograph later on.

Smiles,

Miss. Charlie Brown (wonder Charlie can be associated as a Girl’s name

)

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Youm-e-Pakistan Mubarak

Published March 23, 2008 in Nikki. 391 views 0 Comments

Was just happy about this day so thought why not share it with the world who seems to think that Pakistani’s are not really fascinated about their country and their culture. So just to push their high spirits of destruction aside I’m proud to say that i’m a Pakistani and that since those years of bloodshed and destruction caused by none other then the Gora Sahab, i proudly state that i Hate the Goras and their Kaghazi Paisa

(i just hate dollars and its smell u know

) and here i didnt mean all, i meant those who keep us down and think we are at some no-mans land. Its just like to make them aware of the facts that Pakistani’s are not haters or rebellions they are peace lovers and hospitable, they treat all with th